I am sick of my obsessive mind. If it could just stop for a day I would be extremely happy.
I miss him. He doesn’t make an effort to talk to me…. Which makes it all feel worse. Why’d he have to be that way? We were friends too. Pretty sure he was just full of shit. I had the coke connect. New lesson in life….. Don’t trust anyone. They all lie when drugs are around. I need to be in it for myself. I do not have anyone else’s back and they don’t have mine. Simply business in the future….
I’m going to be living in Hawaii soon! I am really excited. Even with this shit in my head.